Goodbye Christmas break

Goodbye Winter break, you've been wonderful.
Yes, tomorrow I get to go back to hell school. I am not looking forward to it. I mean sure, I get to have one of my fave teachers from last year again this semester and I'm looking forward to seeing my friends, but I just don't want to go. I don't like being enclosed in that place!

I have also become a Taxi driver. In the morning, I have to wake up earlier than usual (oh the torture!) and pick up my friend, than we're going to pick up his friend and brother. So once again I'll be driving in the car with boys. Actually oddly enough, I've only had guys in my car except for one girl friend. I'm surprised they trust me to drive them! They better not bring much, I have 2 huge storage boxes in the back that I've been too lazy to take out of the car.

I worked all day today and little Miss A is certainly a pre-schooler! We got lucky when she was a toddler, her terrible two's were never that bad, but little miss 3 yr old has quite the attitude! She can be as sweet as can be, and then in a moments time if she doesn't get her way she can turn into a total crab. Three times today she had total meltdowns because I woulnd't let her have her way. One time she got to sit in timeout for several minutes because she hit me with a Barbie doll. It's good for me though, I'm leaning patience. I am a yeller and I'm learning that yelling doesn't work with the 3 year old who is yelling louder than you are. Actually I've never yelled at her, I've just raised my voice. My brother gets the brunt of my yellling. I will miss the little peanut when I leave though. She's becoming more aware of that and it hurts to watch her reaction. She gets very sad and I hate that I'm the one causing it. At night when I put her to bed she snuggles up next to me and holds my hand and begs me not to go. Yeah, it breaks my heart. I'm going to be a mess come August.

Me, A and I went on a LONG walk with Momboss today. She came home from the office and wanted to get some excerise so we walked for about 2 miles one way and back. We walked over the water to a little Church and said some prayers. We also talked about girl things and it was nice - I don't get that much! I'll miss her too when I leave.

The walk definitly made me realize that I need to hit the gym more. My calves are killing me right now! In all fairness though, Momboss is a FAST walker. I thought I was fast (when I'm in the mall, my friends sometimes have to yell at me to "SLOW DOWN"), but I have nothing on that woman. I kept up with her though and woah, guess who will be going on the treadmill next week?

I got some lovely awards from a few of you this past week and I feel like such a bad blogger for not posting them yet! I will,I promise! I am just really exhausted and am trying to do a few things at once. I will get them up though and I'm so thankful that you chose me to recieve them!

So that's all for me. Tomorrow is my big decision day and I've prayed about it and made my decision. If everything gets finalized, than I'll tell you whats going on, but for now I don't want to say anything yet. Just know that I feel very comfortable in my descion and I thank you for your prayers. I am praying that I will stay strong and not allow other's views to interfere in what will make me happy. I also ask you to pray for the people involved in finalizing this discision, that they're hearts will soften and they will see that what I'm asking for is what is best for me.

I'll be back tomorrow! I hope everyone has a lovely Tuesday and that everyone is adjusting going to back to work and "normal" life after this break! It's been nice - I'll miss it.

136 days til Graduation! I'm so excited that I even started a countdown on my blog!